She wondered what had happened to him and why he so
failed her. She would have trusted him to feel right about anything,
above all about such a question. Their worship of their mother's
memory, their recognition of her sacred place in their past, her
exquisite influence in their father's life, his fortune, his career,
in the whole history of the family and welfare of the house--
accomplished clever gentle good beautiful and capable as she had
been, a woman whose quiet distinction was universally admired, so
that on her death one of the Princesses, the most august of her
friends, had written Adela such a note about her as princesses were
understood very seldom to write: their hushed tenderness over all
this was like a religion, and was also an attributive honour, to fall
away from which was a form of treachery. This wasn't the way people
usually felt in London, she knew; but strenuous ardent observant girl
as she was, with secrecies of sentiment and dim originalities of
attitude, she had already made up her mind that London was no
treasure-house of delicacies. Remembrance there was hammered thin--
to be faithful was to make society gape. The patient dead were
sacrificed; they had no shrines, for people were literally ashamed of
mourning. When they had hustled all sensibility out of their lives
they invented the fiction that they felt too much to utter. Adela
said nothing to her sisters; this reticence was part of the virtue it
was her idea to practise for them.
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